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30/08/2007
Save Me From Myself
I feel restless, dissatisfied, agitated and overwhelmed. And paralyzed. Absolutely paralyzed. It's like there's so much to do I'm just frozen and can't do any of it. Fuck. And it's not like the Drunken Midgets are doing anything to help matters any. I'm so tired of everything falling on me and having no one to help me with any of it. I've been raising kids on my own since I was 19 and I am so tired of being a single parent.
I'm just sick of my life in general. Yet, I don't know what to do to change it, other than what I'm already doing anyway. Don't use. Go to meetings. I keep hearing and reading that, but I'm doing just that and nothing seems to be changing. It makes a girl thirsty, if you catch my drift.
So, I haven't been blogging much on this blog latey cuz it's the same shit day in and day out and I bitch enough about it on my other blog. It's not like I have anything new to say.
K, well I'm off to read.
Laters!
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